Docked

A photo taken back in February during the mass rainfall in NSW.

Whilst you can see some of it, I think this photo captures the suggestion more than it does overtly display it. I think that this is the case as you see more of the rain’s effects than you do the rain itself.

There’s something about this photo that feels bleak and industrial. It reminds me a bit of some of the photography I was doing between 2007 and 2011 due to a similar feel.

I do like how the ship comes to the forefront due to the lighting helping it look less flat, and I also like how the space around the ship, bridge and buildings works with what it is around.

This is my submission into Leanne Cole‘s “Monochrome Madness” for this week.
I suggest checking out Leanne’s photography, as well as checking out what other people submit.

A lot of what people are submitting will likely end up here.

I hope you enjoy.

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One Thousand Word Challenge 44: Amazing Thing

Alright, so there I was, trying to find myself in the most useless of ways when the most amazing thing that ever happened happened. I was the only one there to be able to bear witness to the event, which is most unfortunate, let me tell you. However, at least there was someone who bore witness.

Of course, how could I resist the event and not follow it to wherever it would lead?

And so I was entranced and carried off into the world at large and it was up to me to tackle with the meaning and implicit description of whatever it was that I was just so fortunate enough to be able to witness and eventually be a part of. This was no easy task, but it was up to me and it being up to me mean that it would be me who would need to grapple and tackle and do all of the things in order to make sure that whatever it was that needed to result from the spectacle was realised in some way.

Unfortunately I of course had no ability to carry it through and see it to its conclusion, but the amazing happening far more amazing than any other amazing thing ever lacked the awareness of this as it was an event and not an organism.

And in so my state of wonder and inability to react against the spectacle, I followed it off to wherever it would lead and further into the wilderness it seemed to go, but not in a way that led to me being lost, for I was able to return with ease and returning form somewhere with ease is a good thing. Sometimes it can be good to have a challenge, but so long as there is a way to return, then you’re golden, as far as I’m aware. However, it’s probably better to be human, all things considered. Now, where was I?

Oh, right; the event. So it was an event and it was happening in front of me and it was amazing. It was far more amazing and wonderful than anything else that the world had bore witness to and I was entranced and carried along for the ride. It was a ride that one might not describe as being wild, but it still was a ride that was good to be riding on, or so they say, or something to similar effect. It was just amazing.

And once it was done I seemed to have been broken out of its spell and I knew immediately as to what I had to do next in my life to be able to express the event, the happening in terms that would mean that other people would be able to understand and thus be able to be aware of what it was that they missed out on.

I headed out of the area of which I was in. It was a thick wilderness firmly entrenched within the bushland of the area that I just so happened to be in. It was an easy walk out, for the path ahead remained clear, though the eventual ascension back to the top of a ridge was not a pleasant experience. Still, I managed to get out in one piece and being out in one piece was a good thing. It was also good exercise. There was a beautiful view where I was – well, at the top of the ridge that is – and the sounds of the animals going about their business filtered through the thick ocean of trees that spread out to either side of my being.

Expanses upon expanses and the air smelling much cleaner than usual; it truly was great, and once at the top of the ridge the pace was much faster as I was no longer continuously moving in an upwards trajectory. I was moving back to the nearby town so as to be able to head on home via the use of the thing known to many as “public transport”. This was to be my greatest challenge, for I needed to be able to grapple with the time it would take to get to the nearest station of trains that was the nearest to my residence of semi-permanency, and that would take some time and thus leave me to my thoughts and aimless wander within the recesses of my mind. This was something that I had hoped I would be able to avoid, but sometimes you can’t avoid those things and of course there was waiting at the first station of trains, which meant that slowly, yet surely my mind wandered elsewhere and the event was placed in context.

By the time I had reached my home I was tired and needed to rest. It was time to take it easy and slow down and rest my mind and rest my body so that the following day I would be able to do it all again. The unfortunate loss is that no longer was I able to claim that the event was as amazing as I had thought it was initially, though to me it remained as such. It was now something a little more personal; not something to be approached with a fervour far greater than necessary. I couldn’t claim it as my own, but as it was now a memory that I was able to cherish I was able to say that it was part of my being and the sum of experience that helped shaped me as a person.

Of course this too was lost to the vagaries of time as I slowly drifted off to a sleep of which too was also my own; at least until morning when I would wake up and get up and try and go through all of this once more time, though perhaps in a different fashion and in a different location to the one that I had been to when I experienced the amazing event.

The time it took to write one thousand words: 12:05:55

I think that this has some sort of potential to be fleshed out into something bigger and more interesting. I think there’s quite a bit of trying to fill space which is bad, but I do like how some of the sentences came out. I think that the idea that came forward is worth exploring, but by someone with a stronger writing ability.

Written at home.

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Five-Hundred Word Challenge 660: Ahead of Myself

Alright, so I’m sitting here and it’s dark and somehow I’m still able to see what I;m doing. There’s a weird kind of striking contrast between the light that hits my fingers and the light on my keyboard. Feels like my hands have been superimposed over an image.

Maybe “feels” is not the right word to use there, but I think it gets the idea across. But that’s not for here, nor there. That is for another time, though I’ll likely forget about that after the writing of this and thus move onto something else as that is usually what happens, but of course I am getting ahead of myself, though now that I think about it, how can I truly get ahead of myself if I am always firmly within the bounds of my being?

I don’t know if this is worthy of discussion, but in order to get ahead of myself there would essentially have to be two of my existing at once and those two of me would likely have to share the one mind. I would need to then be able to control both bodies at once. Would I truly be myself then at that point, or would I be my selves?

Which one would be more me than the other? Of course I am still assuming that the same brain is shared between the two bodies. The same brain and mind. If they had equal sharing between the two and within a physical plane of reality one was positioned ahead of the other (assuming that both are facing the same direction), then perhaps then I would be ahead of myself. If neither were facing the same direction, but traveling in the same direction, then I would be ahead of myself. Of course if they were next to each other I’d be beside myself, but that’s something for another day.

Supposing that neither of my selves shared the same mind, but instead had two separate minds. What if their actions were equal and the same in all aspects? What if they were all the same thoughts despite being different people? If these were not at the same time, would they still be me? Would they be two separate people who just so happen to do and think the things that I do and think? Would they still be me but operating under different conditions? At what point does their being and personality start diverging away from being me? At what point are they their own people? Is there even a way to tell?

So maybe there is a way to be getting ahead of myself, though perhaps it has far too many questions that I have the ability to answer, for I’ve only ever studied philosophy over a short period and that is something that I probably should study more, but you know, sometimes you get a desire to philosophise and make a mess of it.

It can be good to think more about some things.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 10:05:66

Some light and messy philosophy for your morning.

Written at home.

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Washed out, Saturated Sky

I was going to do a bit more writing about whatever came to mind but I think I’ve hit the peak of my energy for the day when it comes to writing stuff coming from somewhere within my mind.

So here’s a shot focused on the sky that was seen in my shot of dusk affecting a small area of Campsie.

This shot is a bit more muted, but that has to do with the scene being a little bit closer to night.

I think the mix of colour in the sky is great. It works really well with the form of the clouds.

The scene kind of feels evocative in a way, but I’m not entirely sure as to how.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy.

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Five-Hundred Word Challenge 659: Wasting Your Time

I don’t have much time before the start of the shift so once more I’m really going to try and pump something out fast, but of course it will be of dubious quality, but of course that isn’t different from usual, so I don’t even know as to why I’m wasting your time by mentioning this.

Maybe I should waste your time mentioning other things, but that is a treacherous journey and that journey is not one I want to go down right now. There are other things, of course, but mentioning those definitely makes for a waste of your time so I think I’ll just get on with it, whatever “it” may be, of course.

Well, I think that’s the end of this one. I don’t have anything. I really should have started earlier instead of adding undue pressure to myself. I don’t think this is a worthwhile endeavour, so maybe I should stop it here and begin to thank everyone and everything so that the rest of this time makes up something, but still, I don’t think that is a worthwhile endeavour right now. Maybe I really should just focus on getting ready for work. That probably is the best thing to do right now. Maybe this is a form of getting ready. Maybe that is what I am doing and by rambling on and on it makes it look like I’m not, but I truly am. I’m doing it stealthily and you don’t even know. I don’t even know; that’s how stealthy I am being right now.

Maybe, just maybe there is no stealth involved and I’m just rambling. It is possible that I am already ready and this is just me attempting to see if I can squeeze that extra thing in before the start of the shift. That might just be it. It is possible. In fact, maybe it is the thing that is true. Maybe I already am ready, but my hands are not and so they need the training and preparation that only I can offer when I place my hands on a keyboard and bang out words as fast as I can.

I don’t know where I’m going with this, but I am sure that there is a point among all of this somewhere.

The fact is I have maybe a little too much time on my hands right now. There still are two minutes before the start of my shift and that is pretty good, but maybe it isn’t. Maybe this really was a bad idea and I should stop before I reach the end.

To be fair, I’ve gone beyond the end and now it’s all just a free-for-all, though that isn’t always a bad thing, thought right now it is, though I’m just throwing things against the wall and seeing what sticks really. Not sure as to how much of a benefit that provides to you, or me for that matter, but when I reach the end we’ll see.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 04:54:85

It’s amazing how much the pressure of being close to the beginning of a shift can make a whole lot of nonsense come out.

Written at home.

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A Poem on Trying to Write a Poem

I was trying to think of things to write and instead I wrote this.
How like far too much of my writing.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy.

On this eve my attempts
At writing poetry have met an end
Despite my continued trying
I come up with empty results
Though there still remains time
To find something that will fit
What I want to write
Distractions don’t help
For they easily sway
I try to send them far
Yet they easily return
Though maybe it comes down to
Being tired and needing rest
Perhaps these and many others
Are preventing my attempts
Though I continue to try
And maybe I will get there
Though soon sleep might reach me
Before this reaches its end

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A Conversation with Jake of Periphery

This interview was conducted in early 2017.

So I realised that on the last interview I shared here I said that at the time I was trying to capture a conversation. Now that I think about it I’m not entirely sure that that was the case. I do know that at some point I began to work on trying to capture a conversation.

Maybe it was on the last one during the editing process.

I think at the very least I had begun to try and capture artists as people and not anything more, so I was leaving more of how they would pronounce certain words, as well as pauses, ums and ahs. Sometimes if a sentence would end due to a sudden shift, or desire to rephrase it, I’d also leave that in.

Anyway, here’s an interview with one of Periphery’s members. The interview was for discussing their then-latest album, Periphery III: Select Difficulty.

Fixed a spelling mistake, but otherwise everything from “On the 2nd of February…” Onward is as it was.

Words in bold are mine.

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On the 2nd of February I had a nice chat with Jake from Periphery.

Whilst Periphery released Periphery III: Select Difficulty last year, I managed to fumble, thinking it was released this year and the two Juggernaut albums last year.

Anyway, here’s the interview.

Hello Jake!

Jake: Hey, how you doin’?

I’m not bad. Yourself?

Jake: Pretty good. I have water in my ears from the pool and it’s sunny out so this job sucks, you know? [Laughs].

Doesn’t exactly sound like it’s too pleasant, going for a swim and just relaxing out there.

Jake: I’m just kidding, but yeah.

Well, first all, I’m pretty sure you’ve heard this plenty of times, but welcome to Australia… again.

Jake: Thank you. I’m excited to be here. I was looking forward to this for quite a long time. I love coming here.

Usually on holiday I imagine, but this time it’s a bit more business.

Jake: Yeah. I would love to go on vacation here. I’ve never done a holiday in Australia. I’m sure there’s tons to do, but I always just come here to play shows. We try to squeeze in fun stuff in between, so it’s a little bit of both.

Fair enough. Obviously here you’ve just released a new album which is Periphery III: Select Difficulty, coming around pretty quickly after two albums last year. Was this album kind of reactionary?

Jake: It was pretty interesting how it came together because we didn’t expect starting a new album so quickly after releasing a double album, but we kinda had a few demos that we were really digging on and we were talking as a band and we just kind of got the inspiration to start writing again.

It just kind of happened naturally. It wasn’t like a reaction to anything that’s happened. We just kind of started messing around in our various studios and then coming together and realising something like “Hey, let’s just do an album – we’re ready”. We are always under the philosophy of when you’re ready to record, just do it. It doesn’t matter if you’ve just put something out. It wasn’t really a timing thing. It was an inspiration thing.

That’s a pretty good philosophy to have. Better than forcing something along and ending up with something you’re not happy with.

Jake: Yeah, strike while the iron’s hot.

Did you end up doing anything different on this album or was it kind of the same thing? I know that you just said that you kind of discovered you had enough music so you decided to play around with it and have a bit of fun, but was anything different this time around?

Jake: Um, I guess the process was more refined in terms how we write and record together. On previous albums we were still figuring out what works the best for us. Before we did Juggernaut we were toying with the idea of working with an outside producer. We did a test track and we were still trying to figure out what the best way to go about what we do is and once we did Juggernaut – which we did a lot of the writing at Misha’s house and then we did recording in two studios that were next door to each other; we did the guitars, bass and synths in one studio, and the drums and vocals in the other one – it was fun to do it that way but it wasn’t necessarily the best environment for us to work in.

When we did Periphery III we did all the writing and all the collaborative effort at Misha’s house and then Matt and Nollie recorded drums at a studio in the UK, and Spencer recorded vocals at his own studio. When we got all the pieces we all came back together at Misha’s house and assembled everything in the way that you hear on the recording. When we finally had the finished product we looked at the way that we did it and we realised that we distilled our process even further and made it much easier for us to write and record and collaborate on an album together.

It came together more fluidly than it has in the past. It was a six-way collaborative effort, so everybody had their piece of the pie and their input on the album. I think this is everybody’s favourite album that we’ve done so far. I feel like it’s kind of cliche ’cause every band says that their latest album is their favourite, but it’s my favourite not only ’cause I like the material. I liked how it came together. It was quite fun to work on this music with everyone. It wasn’t a stressful environment, where it has been in the past. It’s never negative, but getting all the pieces together and all the logistical stuff was always difficult and with Periphery III it wasn’t like that.

What you’re essentially saying there at the end is that, despite maybe spending a bit less time on this one than usual because you guys just kind of discovered that you had something and decided to work on it together, you had a lot less pressure to actually deliver.

Jake: Yeah, it was like that. That’s another aspect of it; it came together much quicker. We were able to get a product that we really loved out in a much faster time. That’s always a good thing.

It kinda gives me this sense of excitement for the next one, whenever that happens because I know that when we are ready to write another one we already have this great process and we know that it’s not going to be this huge bulk of work, or at least the bulk of work will mostly be with just writing the stuff, but recording it and getting all the logistics for all the various studio times and getting together as a band… we know what worked for Periphery III and it’ll probably be the same for the next one, but you know… who knows really? We might find a studio we really like and might want to experiment and try that out for fun.

Fair enough. Well, considering that your music is considered by a lot of people as being challenging, would you hope that after this you don’t get completely comfortable and that there’s certain situations that you’re discovering and thus furthering and deepening your sound?

Jake: Yeah. You know, I think that’s an unspoken goal with every record. The first album that we did was very technical and the music (from it) is still to this day extremely challenging to play. Then we started to focus more on making more of a place for vocals on the second record and trying to get our structures to accommodate the vocal instrument.

Then on Juggernaut we really wanted to up our production game just because Nolly and Misha are engineers as well as producers for the band, so they were always working on new techniques in parallel with working on the band stuff, so when we were recording that album, that was kind of like “we’ve been focusing on song structure and making the appropriate room in the mix for the vocals. Now we can focus on the actual production and the sound on the record as well as refining our arrangement and mixing process”.

Then with Periphery III, we were able to take all of that other information that we wanted on previous albums and it all kind of coalesced into that album, so that’s kind of how it worked.

Now, how important do you think things like dynamic range and loudness are to your music?

Jake: That’s an interesting question. Based on the fact that you’re asking me that question, you understand that music has been progressively getting louder throughout recording history and it has to do with compression, musical styles and the technology involved in making music like this. I think it’s really important.

It might sound strange coming from me being in the band that I’m in because the music is very loud. It’s not as dynamic. There are dynamic parts, frequency-wise, but a lot of it is in extremes so when there’s a soft, quiet part, it’s soft, quiet part and when there’s a loud part, it’s pumping as hard as it can. I think it’s just the nature of the style of music that we play.

If we were doing funk or jazz, of course I’d want it to be a lot quieter. I think you find the appropriate mixing style for the style of music, so with Periphery you can expect it to be loud and in your face and very up front. I enjoy that for what it is and of course I listen to music that’s not like that. It’s kind of like picking the right flavour.

The reason why I ask is that… obviously with certain genres of music, having it a lot louder is more appropriate, i.e. something that is a lot more in your face as opposed to jazz as you don’t want your jazz to be clipping to all hell and back, but even if you want your loud parts to really pop, do you think that maybe if they were still quieter you could actually make them hit harder?

Jake: Yeah… that’s definitely an approach. We have limiters on our master buses and I guess that’s how we keep it from clipping, but it might be nice to experiment with that in the future. I think we’re kind of figuring out what our true sound is. If you listen to the first album up until now, it’s taken quite a leap in sound. I think we’re still experimenting.

I think it comes down to the material too. If we’re writing metal, I think it’s to be expected that it’s going to be super loud. If we do go down different paths and do different styles of music – which is a possibility with our band – it would be nice to express that now before people hear us do a wildly different album and be like “whoa, Periphery changed their sound”.

We like all kinds of music and we like all kinds of production styles. There is a chance that we might do a quieter, more organic sound. We’ve toyed with the doing something more not to a click, or experimenting with things like that and that might be just an experiment just to see if we an do it, or if it sounds good, or even if it’s just enjoyable for us, so there is a chance for that, for sure.

It’s very interesting that you say that. As you said, it certainly is more appropriate for certain styles of music. You look at artists like Godflesh. When you listen to Streetcleaner back in the day, it’s a lot quieter compared to the recent album they released, A World Lit only by Fire, but then you look at other artists like Porcupine Tree and Swans who seem to be getting quieter as they get older, which is strange, but ultimately you really have to just find what works for what you’re doing and make sure it works and you don’t go overly excessive unless you’re trying to make something so ridiculous that it collapses on itself.

Jake: That raises a good point. You only have so much time in the studio and you’re going for a sound. If we were afforded the luxury of having an infinite amount of time or just a very large amount of time, you’d find us experimenting a little bit more. Maybe in the future we might have that ability. Then something like that might come out of that. Then again, with the album recording process, a lot of it is about managing your time and logistics and making the best product you can with a reasonable amount of time and a reasonable amount of material, so it’s not just the fact that we aren’t ready or don’t want to; it’s also that we have to be practical about this ’cause it is partly a business and as most people understand with businesses, timing is a factor and the amount of time you spend on something is a factor, so that’s part of it too.

Well, I’ll leave it there. Thank you very much for your time Jake. I hope the tour goes well for you and I hope you can come to Australia for a little while just to have a nice travel holiday.

Jake: That would be nice. I would totally love to do that.

No worries. Well, I’ll see you later.

Jake: Alright, take it easy man.

Periphery are currently touring Australia. Periphery III: Select Difficulty was definitely released last year.

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Five-Hundred Word Challenge 658: Instead I’ll go Home

I think I don’t know as to where I need to be in order to start, but I know that slowly drifting away isn’t serving me any favours on a hot little plate.

I guess I need to grapple with the chain that will lead me back on down to the ground but I don’t want to go there. I want to go elsewhere, but perhaps there needs to be a bit of time back on the ground. Still, all these sights and scenes that keep on running by, flowing as though the river were firm and resolute in its need to head out as the tide recedes… these are the scenes that right now have a need and desire to be seen and if I am here, watching from high on above and floating on by as they float on by, then who am I to stop the procession of imagery? Who am I indeed?

I don’t think I have the power, nor the desire to stop any of this and therefore I need to keep on going and somehow tear myself in two so I can get more and more done. That way so long as the things keep on going the way they are there would be more than one of me to be able to absorb it all. Maybe I need a decoy instead. Really not sure about that one.

However, right now its a matter of resisting the need to fulfill obligation so as to fulfill the need of desire and I don’t think that tearing myself in two is a practical use of my energy, now that I think about  it. There probably are other things that would be much better, now that I really think about  it. Maybe I should just get moving on and follow the currents of the air and see where those take me. Maybe it will be a better experience than the one I am experiencing right now.

However, as the sun sets and I desire to chase that too, I know that I cannot for I am firmly within the gravitational pull and my strength is not strong enough, no matter how much I try.

I keep on stronging, but it changes nothing in regards to this, so maybe I should just float along and hope for a change to come about on its own, but the birds are calling and boy oh boy are they ever. I try to glide with them but of course my indecision leaves me stuck here and maybe, just maybe I was never floating along at all. Maybe I just need to get on with it all and see where it all takes me, but I know that I’m flowing on to somewhere, even if the destination is faint and more of a dream and an illusion than it is something that I can truly grapple with and face and finally say that I have arrived at, so instead I’ll go home.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:00:88

I have no idea where this came from. I know there were points where I stumbled and started thinking, but otherwise I can only throw my hands up in the air.

Written at home.

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Spreading Across the Sky

This was taken during one of my recent walks through my suburb, which (to me) is as much being “At Home” as is being inside.

The clouds in this shot look really massive. That’s pretty much the only reason as to why I’m sharing this shot.

Well, that and also my liking of the framing. I think I did a good job on both framing and capturing the massiveness of the clouds.

I think these clouds are a mix of cumulus and stratocumulus.

This is my submission into the ninety-fourth Lens-Artists Photo Challenge.

The challenge is hosted by four people and cycles weekly:

Week 1 – Patti

Week 2 – Ann-Christine aka Leya

Week 3 – Amy

Week 4 – Tina

Amy is hosting this one. The next will be hosted by Tina.

I recommend giving the challenges a go and seeing how you interpret each theme. I also recommend checking out what other people are doing to meet the challenges.

I hope you enjoy.

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One Thousand Word Challenge 43: Attempt to Write About Music

Alright, now where was I? Other than home, I mean.

I think that today I’m going to try and discuss something about music, but we’ll see how it all goes. Maybe it will end up being about something else. There is only one way to find out however, and that is by getting started and seeing where all of this leads.

Music is noise, or maybe it is sound. It potentially could be both, but it also could be neither. The thing about music, however, is that it is something that we perceive and pick up upon by vibrations vibrating bones in our ears which then gets translated into a sound, or something like that. That is a rather butchered explanation, but I think it gets the idea across.

Not sure why I’m spending time explaining what music is as I’m pretty sure it doesn’t need to be explained, though sometimes an explanation can help, but I’m now moving away from the topic that I want to get into so instead I’m going to try and get back on track.

So music is a thing and it usually can be considered as being highly expressive, but there are many forms of it out there. I think that, whilst there is some merit in sticking to a narrow range of what one listens to, there needs to be exploration when one is a listener. Discovering new things that might not be considered enjoyable or desirable is as important as refinement, I think. It is part of how we grow and develop a well of knowledge about music and then be able to discuss it better than just in basic ways, though sometimes discussing music on a surface level is fine. Gotta know the right times and all that.

So anyway, what with all the different types of music out there, there are plenty of types that never will be discovered by a general populace. There are artists out there who will not be heard to the extent that they deserve and there are artists out there who will be listened to far, far more than they deserve. At the same time no one deserves anything out there, but that’s a different kind of thing that I don’t feel like getting into right now.

So anyway, music. Music is something that you can lose yourself in. It can be easy to listen to its rhythm and flow and let it come over you and move through you and slowly, yet surely carry you off into a form of being in the moment as it gently glides around and has some of its notes move around and twinkle somewhere in the background. It can seem to just fade in and out, almost as though a gentle flow falling over a slight edge and gently brushing against rocks, making that bubbling sound. Sometimes the twinkling can grow stronger and can be punctuated by the strings elongating and stretching out. There can be many sounds and it seems that the gentle beat carries this all. The piano strikes, though gently. The piano also punctuates and slowly, yet surely you become one with the music as it caresses your ears and you’re brought into a world you don’t visit as often as you’d like.

Time slows right down and you’re drawn further and further in and you feel each beat as it moves through you and cradles you off into another world; another place of being and you’re brought into a world of emotion and imagery.

The beat can fall away, it can come back. Perhaps there was no beat to speak of in the first place. It doesn’t matter. You’re well within it and you’re being carried off to a world of wonder and amazement and this is all rather beautiful and pretty and you’re in a state of ecstasy, or maybe thought, or maybe rumination, or maybe many other things, but you know that in this moment even if it is wrong it still remains right and it pushes and pulses and it’s gentle. It’s not quite journeying, but traversal and the bubbling might fall away, but damn that gentle caress is all it needs to be and you really can be in the moment of the moment being firmly within you.

Maybe the rolls of the drum that come in every now and then are just enough. Maybe the percussion is just enough, So easy to overplay but so hard to understand how and why underplaying can be so much more powerful. Gentle is as strong as rough; sometimes even more so.

So long as it pulses and twinkles and keeps going on with what it is doing there can be no other world, but there can be and of course there needs to be a return but the vibrations are capturing the warmth and much like a blanket you’re further letting it wrap around you until you need to be broken from the spell. Even though you don’t want to, sometimes there is a need to leave what it is that you’re experiencing. Sometimes; not always.

So there’s a bunch of other things about music that can be discussed, but right now is not the time in which they can be discussed as I’m running out of words. However, there always are other days in which more things about music can be attempted to be discussed, or something. I’m not really sure as to where I’m going with this at this point.

So, music; it’s a thing. It’s a thing that is as wonderful as it is displeasing. There are many things about music and sometimes it is something worth being passionate about. It’s a sound. It’s a noise. It’s many things and it is not many things.

There are joys and there are pains in music, but most of all music is music, which is more than can be said for some things out there.

I think I’ll play some now.

The time it took to write one thousand words: 13:36:57

I think I lost myself at some point during writing this.

Not sure how it reads.

Written at home.

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