It is hot and it is warm and that is the way that this evening will be.
Once more I am writing late into the evening, but this time I might find the energy to not go too late and will indeed find a stopping point and stop there. It needs to be done, so this is only going to be part one of one of writing at this particular hour as I want to read tonight. I don’t want to go on too late and then have to crash and then have no time to relax and unwind, so… yeah.
Of course I have no idea as to what it is that I am going to write as it is late in the evening and I put things off for too long and it already is time for me to relax. My typing is all over the place and I just kind of want to sleep as I’ve been awake too long after a night of an alright sleep after two nights of not enough sleep, but of course I shall keep on beavering away as that is what I do and it isn’t the best thing to do all of the time, but only some of the time, but of course I just keep on going as that is what I do as for some reason I think that is a good idea, or something.
So anyway, it is getting a little cooler but it isn’t getting cool enough which is enough for me to complain aimlessly for a little while, so here goes:
How does this equate to cooling? Sure, it is cooler than it was a few hours ago, but it’s not cool enough! This is like offering a drop of water to help alleviate the harsh heat of the burning sun! What kind of crap is this? I wanted cool weather. This is still mildly infuriating weather!
Well, that is all I have, so now that I have said that, I guess I need to do the thing where I go on rambling about other stuff for a while so as to be able to say that I wrote about things and then I can go to sleep, feeling accomplished even though I achieved very little, but that is what I do and doing it now is what I will do as there are other things in which I could do but they need to wait so I can get this done so I can get them done so I can go back to complaining about things in a tedious, rambling manner that goes nowhere and provides nothing of note. Even though I have stated otherwise, that is what I want to do for the evening so in order to do so, I need to finish this off in some manner that implies excitement and amazing action of an amazing nature in a variable variety.
Now pulling off the ending is going to be the most difficult part of this bit of writing. I need to plan it all out carefully, but to be honest I don’t think I have enough time in order to do so, so I need to find another way to go about the whole thing, as if I do not then it is all up in the air really. That might be a bit of a problem, but of course it is one that I can address now. I could address it later, but now is the time to address the problem. Once the problem is addressed, then perhaps I can look at writing the ending in a climactic way.
This is all rather problematic however. It being warm and hot does not help and that is making me feel angry and all that other stuff that I don’t want to feel right now. It doesn’t help that I am tired as now I am more grouchy than if I was not tired. I don’t want to be grouchy, but the problem is that I am more often grouchy than I am not and that makes me angry! That’s the problem with all of these things; they’re all making me grouchy and it’s all a feedback loop and now I am going to indiscriminately shake my fist at things so that they know that I am angry. I am going to yell at the cloud and no one can stop me; otherwise they get a fist shaking.
However, the fist shaking will come at a later date at a later time as it is currently not ready to be posted and therefore I need to prepare that too. There are probably too many things that I need to prepare and of course this causes many other issues so I am a person with many issues on their plate and so I need to clear the plate but of course there is not enough time to do so so perhaps I will just share the load and then do the dishes and relax. Complaining can always happen in the morning. That is a good time to complain, but then again any times is a good time to complain, depending on how much you stretch the dentition of “good time”. I’m not going to stretch it too much as I need to be careful with these things, but… actually, I will stretch it as much as I want as I want to complain about things and right now is as good as any other time! After getting some sleep, of course.
I guess with all of that being said, I should probably go rest so I can complain some more in the morning, even though by then it might be too late and the moment of complaining may have passed. However, that is a risk that I need to take, but right now it is rather warm and hot and it is bothering me, so perhaps I will complain about that now.
The time it took to write one thousand words: 09:52:13
Another rather fast writing. At times it felt as though I was going slow, but that may have to do with being tired more than some sort of improvement in writing speed.
Anyway, this is all sorts of silly and that is something that I like about this writing.
Written at home.