Having one of those moments where I realise I need to start powering through everything as quickly as I can as I don’t have much time as I’m starting work a bit later today and so if I don’t start doing anything now, then I won’t do anything later and I’d rather do things instead of not do things, but I think I need some TEA right now so as to build onto the COFFEE I had earlier. However, time calls for work and working calls for no procrastination until the work that I get paid to do comes into play. Then that is when the procrastination will strike.
So anyway I need to take advantage of the day and I’m doing that and I am doing that by trying to type as fast as I can as I’m going to once more try and squeeze as much as I can into a short period of time. It is not necessarily the best way to go about doing things but it is a way of going about doing things and so it is what I will do. I will try and get much done in a short period of time and then after that I will start doing other things. There are things of which must be done and there are things of which must not be done and so the balance must be struck. The focus must be there and the muscles need to relax so I can go as fast as I possibly can, though I find myself slowing down a lot more than I normally would right now.
Maybe my speed has left me and it is off to go somewhere else as there is no place for it here now. Considering how much crap I’ve written over the years, that might just make sense but I will ignore it as I don’t want to face the reality that this could create.
It could also be my fingers being sore from all the bass I’ve been playing but that is not something I’m willing to entertain at this particular juncture in time.
Well, the day lies ahead and I keep on seeming to go slower but at the same time I must recognise that I might just be perceiving time in a way that makes it seem as though I am writing slower and really what is happening is that I’m writing quickly and not realising it, or something. I don’t know how these things work; I just sit here and crap on about things that likely do not matter and sometimes that is the way that I like it.
Sometimes I don’t like it but sometimes that’s just the way things go and so I just keep throwing myself out there in the hopes that out there turns into in here and somehow all will wrap around on itself and then there will be slightly less than all.
That said, things staying as they are works.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:01:68
Much faster than I thought I was writing.
Bit heavy on the repetition but I think there is at least something coming through that isn’t completely bland.
Written at home.