Sometimes I find myself wondering about what I’m listening to, but actually I find myself wondering about what I’m listening to a lot as I spend a lot of time thinking about and listening to music and, I guess it goes without saying, but I’m trying to use as many words as possible so as to be able to make sure that I can reach my target with little issue, though of course in trying to do that I need to use as many words as possible and create some sort of lengthy sentence so as to be able to get there and it is a bit of a difficult task to get there today as I’m still pretty tired but I’m less tired than the other day so that makes things a little easier but not as easy as I’d like but to get to that I’d need to make sure I get enough sleep over many successive nights which may take some time and a bit more discipline as I’m very good at not going to sleep at a reasonable hour and it’s a habit that I need to shake and once I do I know I’ll probably get more sleep and thus be in a better position to write about stuff as my mind won’t be so preoccupied with how tired I am which often is a great barrier that erects itself in my way, if only because I allow myself to be confronted with said barrier when I should just grab onto the top of it as it is rising upward so as to be able to get a free ride upward and then get off somewhere pretty neat and cool and see what the wonders of sleep-deprived writing can really be, though of course I wonder if this really is a good idea to try and do as maybe instead of that I should just make a bed and sleep in it and so conserve some energy, then keep on going once I’ve had enough good sleep as that would mean that I won’t have to use as many words to try and get something across and so my writing should improve as more sleep means better functioning and better functioning means better results and all that stuff, or at least that is what it suggests and so that’s what I’m going to go with as I don’t want to face the possibility that it won’t make much of a difference at all as if I have to face that I may have to face up to the fact that I’m pretty tapped out at this point and that is why I seem unable to escape this swirling mass of constant repetition that I am never able to leave as it follows me wherever I go, but even so there is a subject I must face, but listening to and thinking about music at the same time often seems to work better than both separately.
The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:36:75
Early on into starting this I decided to try and see if I could make this one long sentence for no purpose other than to have it mostly be a pointless extension for what should be a short sentence. With prior ones I’ve done the focus wasn’t to have a massive digression between the start and the end of the sentence; that was the focus here.
I think what I did worked but it’s really rough. The sentence is also probably really unpleasant to read.
Written at home.