Sewing Buttons

Recently my partner was commissioned to make a crocheted doll.
On one of the days she was working on the doll I took a few photos of her hands. I wanted to capture some hand-based work and so what she was doing fit that well enough.

This is my submission into the two hundred-and-thirty-seventh Lens-Artists Photo Challenge. The theme for this one is “Bringing Softness“.

All of the soft focus here is unintentional, and sewing is not often a soft process, though it can be, depending on what is being done. Anyway, I think that the unintentional soft focus in parts of this photo makes it fit the challenge.

The host of the Lens-Artists challenges cycles weekly between the following people:

Week 1 – Tina

Week 2 – Patti

Week 3 – Ann-Christine aka Leya

Week 4 – Amy

Week 5 – John Steiner

Week 6 – Sofia Alves

Week 7 – Anne Sandler

Week 8 – Guest host

Donna of Wind Kisses joined the Lens-artists team this year. It will be good to see how we can interpret her challenges.

Bren of Brashley Photography is guest-curating this one. The next one is Leya.

I recommend participating in the challenges. They’re open enough to allow for a fair bit of thinking about approach and closed enough to keep focus on meeting the theme of each one. If you don’t participate, you should still check out what others of the Lens-Artists community are submitting.

I hope you enjoy.

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Looming Shadow

One last photo of this skull and flower combination. This is a bit closer to the angle I was trying to get with it and its shadow. It’s not quite what I was hoping for, but I like the combination anyway. It feels a bit off and kind of uncomfortable, though that has a lot to do with the angle, I think.

I hope you enjoy.

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Red Flowers in a Skull

More skull flowers, though this time moodier. Perhaps also with more dread. This was taken by covering and holding the bike torch in a particular way. When I took the photo I thought the only thing that would be visible would be the flowers. The skull vase being slightly visible is a happy accident.

This is my submission into Leanne Cole‘s “Monochrome Madness” for this week. Participating is pretty straightforward and something I recommend. If you do, then include the tag “monochrome-madness” in your post.
If not participating, then at the least check out Leanne’s photography as well as what other people submit.

A lot of what people are submitting will likely end up here.

I hope you enjoy.

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Big Dead: Former Self

This one took a while to finish, in part due to procrastination, in part due to another lengthy block. I churned out a draft pretty quickly. I think it took an hour, maybe two. Then time passed and I started chipping away last week before sitting down and editing the majority for a few hours yesterday.

I think the result reads mostly okay as it says a bit about the music without much waffling. It is a bit rough in places but it is a significant improvement over the draft, as it should be really as the draft was really rough.

Most of my interview and review work now appears on Culture Eater.
My colleague and I set up a Patreon to further develop Culture Eater as a source of good quality arts coverage from both ourselves and our contributors.

We’re looking at what we can give to supporters as we don’t want to set up a one way relationship, so suggestions are welcome. Podcast Eater is one of the things we’ve got going and (aside from the next few weeks) new episodes are available through there first.

Please consider supporting, or at least sharing the Patreon page with others. Please also check out what our wonderful contributors are contributing.

I hope you enjoy.

Keys gently shimmer; percussion soon rolls in and woodwind floats around. A slight cymbal strike, more instrumentation comes in and “Tide/Microscopic” becomes this cinematic, lively and gentle thing. It’s a good taste of things to come.

The energy dissipates and Big Dead move into a state of quietude. Vocals find their way in, almost wafting off the instrumentation. The words they use are close but vague, almost as though they are suggestive blurs. They move through a space the group could completely consume, but wisely don’t.

Eventually the words gain clarity; they coast along the sounds as everything starts to build. Big Dead reach upward and outward and allow themselves grow through intensity. Even as “Tide/Microscopic” continues unfurling it remains peaceful, and rather going for an explosion at the end all the build suddenly stops just before the final word sung.

“Mary”, Former Self‘s midpoint, continues the flow with an airier feel. The percussion flutters and flickers whilst sounds drift upon its current. The vocals follow in a similar vein; they seem less anchored, but they still follow closely.

Gradually the song shifts whilst retaining a sense of familiarity; The rhythm remains deft whilst the instrumentation grows more textural and vivid. All is in unison and traveling well, and all gradually build to a calming climax. Once there Big Dead sound focused and sharp and ride out the moment to its natural conclusion. It’s something that feels massively small, and it’s rather pretty.

Former Self‘s “Former Self” is probably its most active song. It’s also probably its most “song-like”, and the least with a sense of atmosphere and the cinematic. Maybe that’s due to how grounded its instrumentation feels. It still inhabits the same world as the prior-two songs, but the percussion sounds much firmer, as though it is anchoring everything. The other instruments still drift but they’re less flowing, so to speak. It’s as though Big Dead are going for a walk rather than daydreaming or floating away through idyllic scenery.

The vocals feature mainly in the song’s first half where they move alongside the instrumentation, though with a slightly different step. Through their deceptive drawl they carry a sense of space; there’s room for everything to do what it needs. The vocals also form a sense of continuation with the instruments. They feel almost one and the same – at least thematically – and meld into each other quite well.

Eventually “Former Self” sees Big Dead expand outward once more and start bringing the EP to its end. A brief pause for the vocals to resume and then the group go massive. Sounds roar and congeal into a beautiful release of expression; There’s a sense of sadness to it, but it’s also uplifting. It’s conclusive and cathartic, and furthers the song without diminishing its start.

Former Self feels relaxed whilst remaining tight and lively; It’s clear that Big Dead put a lot of care into how everything works together. Sounds congeal and change, and vocals find a place that doesn’t take away from the instrumentation. The result is a wonderful tapestry of sound that is as dynamic and expressive as necessary.

Former Self is available here.

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Big Dead: Bone White Branches

This is a review where I think I would’ve done better saying more.
If not, then at least being more expressive with what I was saying. I think this reads like a summary missing parts.

Most of my interview and review work now appears on Culture Eater.
My colleague and I set up a Patreon to further develop Culture Eater as a source of good quality arts coverage from both ourselves and our contributors.

We’re looking at what we can give to supporters as we don’t want to set up a one way relationship, so suggestions are welcome. Podcast Eater is one of the things we’ve got going and (aside from the next few weeks) new episodes are available through there first.

Please consider supporting, or at least sharing the Patreon page with others. Please also check out what our wonderful contributors are contributing.

I hope you enjoy.

Whilst most of Big Dead’s Bone White Branches is a relaxed affair, two tracks have a different approach: “First/Last” and “Petrichor”.

“First/Last” is the album’s most direct song. It starts off gentle, albeit more driven in sound than other tracks. As it progresses the song feels like it grows in sound until it hits a saturation point. It then suddenly pulls back to a soft close.

Whilst “First/Last” sounds different to the rest of the album, it holds the same kind of cinematic feel. It feeds off from “Prelude” in a way that feels natural, and the combination of the two make for a great way to open an album.

“Petrichor” sounds frenetic without necessarily being frenetic. It starts starts off with a fast drum beat alongside notes with notes that sound like they’re oscillating. The instrumentation increases and diminishes as required whilst maintaining a breezy feel in each section. Eventually the song reaches a point where it almost seems like its rising, or at least reaching out.

Like a few of Bone White Branches‘ songs, “Petrichor” goes on a journey, though this one has some more locations along the way.

Outside of “First/Last” and “Petrichor” (and a section of “Crooked Smile”) the songs are more gentle. The instrumentation often remains light and the vocals have a kind of “flowing” quality. There’s a strong rhythmic focus as well as a strong sense of space that helps get the cinematic feel across.

Bone White Branches feels like a lot of time and thought went into its creation. Instead of crafting something that sounds like busywork, Big Dead produced a rather beautiful record. It’s one that seems to drift on by in the same way that clouds do when you’re watching them. In fitting with the gentle, relaxed nature, many of the songs have a sense of slowness to them which helps emphasise melody and flow.

With all that said, I don’t feel as though I have the right words to do Bone White Branches justice. The best way that I can describe it is that it’s sublime.

Bone White Branches is available here.

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Five-Hundred Word Challenge 1224: Pushing Into Starting

Starting today has being a rather difficult endeavour and yet I am still trying to push on into the getting started part. Sometimes it is a process when really instead of thinking about how to start I should just start. Should just get it out of the way.

In part I think it is due to wanting to push away and tear everything down and really move forward, but the way to do that is not necessarily through thinking about how to start due to a concern of repeating myself over and over. Really the way to start is to just start.

Maybe the starting should be overthinking and through there I can unravel the whole mystery and finally find the way forward.

Maybe I’m still overthinking.

I don’t think this is some sort of block so much as it is self-sabotage and truly it is the worst way to go about things.

Anyway, I think I need to find some sort of purpose in all of this and then go from there. That will help me get moving on with whatever this is and then move on with whatever comes next.

I need to read something.

I need to distract myself some more so as to put everything int pressure mode, but pressure mode is already here and my saying that means that I am ignoring the current pressure and so therefore I am pressure cooking my face off in the hopes that the greatest great thing of all time comes forward and I’ll never have to worry about being the best of everything ever again.

Now this is all tricky stuff but I think I can manage. I think I can get on top of things and take them to where they need to go and I think that if I can do that I can get on with other things and… well, I think I’m just falling back on old habits here, and old habits have a habit of sticking around far longer than necessary. Therefore I should throw them out and track the trajectory of that thing so that I can write a report and that would be more productive than this.

Maybe I should finish those reviews that are a bit back up at the moment. That would be a good idea. That will have to come after this, however, as this is the single most important thing that I can be doing at this present moment as it prolongs the inevitable.

On a more serious note, it makes sure that I am focused and in being focused I am getting at least one thing done. From one thing comes other things and so I’ll just keep on pushing and keep on growing and keep on trying to get somewhere that is away from old habits.

Maybe I just need to tell them to go away, somehow. Tell them to go away by not relying on them so much.

Then again, they are quite comfortable.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:33:19

Fast, not great. Probably would’ve been better had I slowed down. I can hit five-hundred words at a fast pace pretty comfortably; I don’t need to keep trying to go faster right now.

Written at home.

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Springborne: Memoria

One listen, but had a few restarts.
I was thinking about scrapping this and starting again as I feel I’m not saying enough about the song. I think I didn’t say enough due to the strong familiarity I have with the original song and how that may have impacted this version which I think is a pretty good version. I decided not to, however, and I’m not sure why.

Springborne’s “Memoria” is from Beyond the Mist, a Final Fantasy IX tribute album.

I hope you enjoy.

Strings draw out and seem to search for something with form. As they do some sort of chime quietly vibrates and too seems to search. It is not long until form reveals itself.

Keys ring out whilst the strings accentuate, and soon percussion comes in, slow and steady. More strings draw and flutter, a sudden flourish of keys and a soft moment reveals itself. A breath.

Suddenly all begin to rise and then another moment for breathing. Here the beat remains steady and all is mysterious, perhaps dire. All is delicate and fragile and things seem to wind down more and more, and there is a moment of happiness, but it is distant.

What is left gives way for guitar looking out, reaching and hoping and soon strings meet it and help reach further, as do a light touch of chimes, but before any answers are reached the sounds stop and the song ends.

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Five-Hundred Word Challenge 1223: Wasting Time

Having one of those days where everything is requiring extra effort. Such is the way of some things, I suppose. Could be worse. Could be better, but could be worse.

Sitting here, thinking of the leaves. Sitting here, thinking of the air. Thinking of the fact that I’ll need to go walking soon so as to take something up to the post office. Thinking about how I need to do that sooner rather than later. Maybe it won’t happen today. Maybe it will happen another day. However, the sooner, the better and so I should probably get on with it. Get it out of the way and then worry about other stuff later, or sooner.

Then again, I could take care of the many other things I need to take care of but that will have to wait. I will have to clear the proverbial table and get on with other things for the time being and in doing that I can then get on with other, other things and all that other stuff.

I can deal with the rain, though thankfully that has decided that it is time to relent and so it has relented and now I am here and in its halting its being present and active I am now rendered with less excuse for not doing anything, and I don’t quite like this. I wish it hadn’t happened as now I have to actually do things. I cannot sit here and weakly ruminate on stuff; I actually have to be active and be someone who will get some things done. I can’t let the day go to waste more than I already have.

It is a shame but this is the way that life coils around and slaps itself sometimes and that is something I have to accept. If I don’t, then what am I to do? There is only so much time in the day and there is only so much life to live, but that is okay sometimes. I just wish that today I had a bit more wiggle room than I do now, which is to say I currently have very little. Still, all things considered I think I can get away with just a little bit more.

Then again the more I think about putting things off or actually facing them the more my body becomes a sack of liquid contained by the skin which does not seem to become liquid and so now I am just kind of here, not quite sitting. I’m here and I slosh about only when I am able to somehow manipulate something that still passes for the idea of muscle, but I am going nowhere.

There is no progress and there is no movement, but sometimes that’s the way things go and so that’s something I need to deal with. I’ll need to reconstitute myself through the power to believe, but maybe I’ll worry about that later. There are things that I should probably think about.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 05:49:95

This one’s okay. I tried to stay away from some of the stuff I’ve written far too much about, but wasn’t entirely able to here.

Written at home.

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Justin Thornburgh: Sweet Dreams

One listen. I heard the song last night, decided to write about it and so the below now exists. I think in this particular instance it would’ve been better if I were more familiar with the song, though likely what affected the writing here was more thinking about what some of the song was rather than thinking of the whole picture. Had I switched off I think overall the below would’ve covered more of the song.

Justin Thornburgh’s “Sweet Dreams” is from Beyond the Mist, a Final Fantasy IX tribute album.

I hope you enjoy.

Possibly a music box plays out whilst something underneath seems to warp into reality. A last note and a warm synth spreads out from underneath and covers all. It encompasses a grand space and holds a peaceful moment before waving a little as something a feeling off, then grows in intensity.

Suddenly it stops and keys play out something small and peaceful. They play with the idea of resting, then they continue on for a moment. Something ominous stretches long and reaches out and the keys return, spaced and distant; almost too distant to stay with the sound. The ominous sound fades away, leaving something humming to fade out as the song ends.

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Spencer Nilsen: Time Forgotten

One listen here, but had a few early restarts.
I don’t think right now was the best time to write as I need to head out very shortly and I think that pressure affected what I wrote. I also feel like I was struggling to keep up, perhaps due to trying to capture more than what I could.

Spencer Nilsen’s “Time Forgotten” is from Ecco: Songs Of Time, an album compiling re-recorded songs from the first two Ecco the Dolphin games.

I hope you enjoy.

Woodwind crests over a low hum. The hum fades, the woodwind plays carefully, a strike and the hum returns for a moment. Something seems to respond to the strike and it soon finds its own place as the sounds establish a form and flow. For a moment all sounds seem like they will be washed away by something large, but instead the formation continues in a barren space.

Percussion fills out and all continue on. The percussion picks up once more and grows in intensity, then pulls back and the sounds become fuller and more dramatic. Around each other they move and flow and find the part that is theirs. It is a steady movement that keeps its space more in the background, but it is there.

Suddenly another rising and the sounds grow greater in scope. It is almost a flourish of bits and pieces working together to reach across and and create what they must, and they are wide and full.

Once more space returns and something akin to an earlier moment is found, and it is steady, and something rises out and away. One more strike and the sounds settle and stop as the song ends.

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