So I started this bit of writing off with some wording that was kind of fun but I didn’t have the ability to pull it off and so it descended into silliness quite quickly. I think it was by the eighth word. Anyway, I was writing this thing and it seemed that I was unable to help myself and so I did what I usually do and that was not a good thing so I have to wonder as to how I get around this in the future.

Now sure, there is the possibility of walking around but that requires effort and I am lazy. I need to think of a way so as to indulge my laziness whilst also solving the problem. The problem is solvable and so I need to think of that, but I also wonder if there is any way to solve it whilst being lazy.

Is this possible? Do I dare dream? The answer is, of course, maybe. Maybe I don’t dare to dream and instead I dare to delude. That is something that I need to consider, but I also don’t as what I’m doing right now is trying to throw things at a wall and it’s so covered at this point in time that it will soon collapse under the weight of pointlessness. I will then stand there for a while, thinking about how this happened. After thinking I will then proceed to throw things at the remains of the wall in order to see what sticks.

Sometimes you’ve got to remain dedicated.

So anyway I need to work out as to how I get around this silliness but nothing comes to mind. That should be fine but it’s not, but I’m going to pretend that it is as I like pretending and then when I pretend I can do things that I would not normally do, like pretend.

I could also just think of better ways to write. That’s probably the best thing as it might lead to some genuine improvement, but I don’t want to do that. That requires effort and I am one without any effort in me right now. Sure, that could have a lot to do with being tired, but I still am going to pretend that it doesn’t as that is something that I can do.

I can also feel myself slowing down quite a lot at the moment.

The thing with writing is that, like any form of art and expression, it is a journey of learning and improvement and refinement and all those other things. Much like any form of art and expression, sometimes it is easy to get stuck and not move forward, but you still try. Maybe you need a break; maybe you need to keep pushing on, but you do what you can and all those other things that make me sound smart.

Anyway, I think I should get on with the getting on, for there’s a bit of on to get.

The time it took to write five-hundred words: 06:34:93

I wrote this earlier today. Had I written just now I think I would’ve had an easier time as my hands are a bit warmer now. That aside, this almost is alright. I think that, had I written solely about working on writing as a form of expression, then this may have been good.

Written at home.